ive just got home.said hi to my dad and sleep walked upstairs to my favourite cosy corner in the tv area.had my catalog printed.kathy (my lecturer) looked at my catalog and marked it. i CANT believe it. i had a D+.and no it doesnt abbreviate the word distinction. but D for BAD. even SHE had D- . simply unbelievable.well,this doesnt mean anything else but for me to improve alot more. kathy says its the consistency.its one of the most common mistakes most of us made.


evrytime i walk past the canteen and see those firmiliar faces they just keep asking where is SHE when they see me with someone else but HER and i just give some excuse.expecting them to think that we're still good friends. my ARSE. the things i heard. pui*

im trying to pick myself up and tell myself that evrythings gonna be okay. i really hope all these will end quick.

by the way.i feel that i really have to let you guys know what happened to my poor lil toes. i was running up the few steps to the living room when i slipped and hit my toe so hard on the edge of the step and right after that i felt like my toe had formed a heart of its own i could feel my heartbeat in my toe. *thump*thump*thump*

i looked infront and saw zac staring at me with innocent eyes.i was like SHIT no. not those innocent eyes. i realised i slipped on zac's PEEEEEE!!!!! how gross is that!!?? so these few days i cant bend my fourth and last toe.its bruised. wth.

but i still love them (: you must think that im crazy.

okay.im really really tired now.not that blogging is tiring but this week of endless submissions has drained me completely. so its 19:58. im gonna have an early night. goodnight everyone. love love